She said he lived in a trailer and had a harelip and kept snakes and had no phone, and was basically just not what you’d call a pleasant or attractive person at all.
~David Foster Wallace
Thinking about the time I fell asleep on the train and woke up at the end of the line. Why I didn't try to call a cab eludes me but the walk home took about 2 hours. Prevailing modus operandi at the time. Today's version shows diminished output but vividly demonstrating deeper and more concentrated involvement.
When is too many? Resting your pet peeve gets transformed into show what you need to win. Adaptation doesn't have to be a total make over, maybe just adjustments to ladder height. Going over ground in graceful steps to the beat of keep your eyes on the road in front of you, is right. Receive the bounty like a therapist but use knowledge to dwell in the pleasure zone. Cha cha like a fellatrix with a chipped governor.
The question about future heartbreak may just be like will you take the steroids? Extreme passive agressive but the calm sharpens the backlighting. Triple nines of the art deco variety.