The art of getting what you want covered by agreement. Say you got the thing you wanted all your life and it requires full participation from you. You milk the full part of it so you can say no with a straight face. It's vital for lefty's right path. Contrast that with anything for family and the tension tenses. It's not either or but here's where the straight face comes in - this thing won't quit even if I do. // insert Bruce Jenner joke here // Wait not the dick joke but the use of him as an example of a medal winner and what that took. I was a participant not a sideliner for most of what I'm not good at so I can appreciate what effort and desire is required to even begin that process. Instead, perpetuating the assisted part blending stability and food for chipping and I've settled back in.

It all came apart that morning. This tough kid from the Home felt challenged and threatened me so I have to meet Mom at lunch even though she said this morning she wouldn't be coming home until 5:30 because of work. Fuck that, I would go to her because that's what scared 9 year old boys do - go to Mom. Her office was in this mill that spun yarn and smelled like pine sol. I had to take the cut under the tracks using the tunnel at the station which smelled like piss, then descend these outside steps to the street that took you to 'Yunk. Then I walked up the steps to the office door. Mom was on the switchboard when I walked in and she finished her call and asked me if everything was all right. I said it would be all right if we went downstairs to the diner where I ordered vanilla ice cream and a grape soda then poured the soda in the dish and ate it with a spoon.

Root canals are like zippers if it's stuck you're only fucked if you run from it. Keeping out of Jonestown II and participating at a high enough level to lap up the joy of hymn singing. Primo accomodations and lots of time to enjoy them